Lucidity.

Already Gone

2009-09-30T22:24:00.002+08:00

time flies, things change, situations too. i realized love cant be the only thing to depend on to keep things going. things are making me harder to breathe now. i can only cried silently while pretending nothing has happened. i'm tired, exhausted and i guess he is too. where have we go wrong now? what have we done? i booked myself a ticket to fly. Even if i have to part with all my prized processions i'd collected over the years. My first bag that i paid for, my first shade, my books, etc. Things will be good isnt it? i'm trying harder to convince myself now. i told yihui, let's go aussie for a holiday man, i desperately need some space to breathe, away from everyone here and she said yes! woo hoo...so the two of us are going to work towards our breakaway trip. To aussie and to new caledonia (which is shown in Korean drama, Boys Before Flower), which i tried hard to persuade her about it. cheers to aussie, cheers to us, cheers to a new year. Then, from aussie, i'll fly to uk to meet my cousin.

To think about it, it definitely gonna be a good year ahead, leaving me rejuvenated and dead broke. hahaha..

New Caledonia - Maldives competitor!
http://www.newcaledoniatourism-south.com/home.cfm

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone

Cheers mate. (:

Managing expectation.

2009-03-17T01:23:00.003+08:00

Things are the same. But there's gonna be lot of changing this week.

1. Decided to stop my jap due to commitments.
2. This is my last week with my current company. Feel kinda moody and upset thou. Good time flies isnt it?
3. Going Bangkok this weekend. Cant wait but am fucking broke. Ho ho ho..
4. Look for a job. sigh..economy isnt any better.

Oh well..my timetable for next term is out. And i'm having lesson every thursday 330p-630p only. Like WTF!?! Quite boring thou. Thought can finish my semester earlier. LOL.

Having alot of thought gg thru since just now. I realised that something called manage your expectations. I guess..maybe i just been too harsh on myself. Things dont usually go your way. I'm quite dishearted with how things turned out to be. I guess ppl arnd me are right..no point rushing into issue when u are not ready. What you want, arent always what you get. I'm too spoiled here i think...

Sigh...let it be, let it be..

Wee wa wee...

2009-02-26T16:11:00.003+08:00

Alright...connie is nagging me. I know..i'd been spending too much time tagging and writing notes but doing nothing to my blog. Oh well..hahaha...

I'd been thinking. I'm putting on weight..i need to start running again, desperately. I think i'll die if i do..hahaha...10k first. no rush!

suppose to meet up with connie for a boardgame but no one cfm. :(

Daddy called to ask to go home.For some important issue. That's scary.

I wanna crap! But no one is in the office. :(

La la la..hahaha..

After reading my nearly non-exsistent tagboard, i'd decided to reply to some ppls here.

1. Fei: I WANT TO ORDER FROM THEM BUT I'M SO FUCKING BROKE THAT I CANT AFFORD TO EAT ORGANIC GRASS!

2. Liling: Hey woman! How are u??? How did u get my blog? :)

3. Jassie: You'd read my mind. We are losing contact again after the last call. LOL.

4 Jewl: You saw me more on fb lor..still say i 'eng'. Look who's more 'eng' now. Got time to read my blog.

5. Yao isnt the new guy la..he's my poly mate. U have seen hans bef. Lol.

I seriously need to crap. And really soon.

Blog blog blog

2008-01-21T14:55:00.001+08:00

well well well..been pretty long since i last blogged. Alot of thing happens lately. Life is simply too hectic, nonetheless, fun! hahahaha..

Work is per usual. I need more facial and skincare.

Friends are fun but i missed Serena..like alot? Ah..lynnie, where is the pics we took at Barstop? (Didnt we took some?)

Times passed and flies..it's CNY soon. pretty fast eh? i'm going back to Penang on the 5th..hahahaha..

New Year Resolution:
1. Take up french
2. Go for a hols
3. Clothes clothes clothes.
4. Exercise more!!!!!!
5. Earn more $$$$$$$$$$
6. Spend more time with my friends

i think that's all for now..i will prolly give a few 'finalist' list. hahahahahaha..

He called.
tchao

Tired.

2008-02-14T00:29:00.003+08:00

Well..i just took the pill. I'm getting addicted.

Steamboat on tuesday was FUN! pure fun, damn funny, extra laughters. hahahaa..There ade, cody, von, lynnie and lishen. Jie came aft 8p. sigh..but yao yao and mei cant make it. serena too. :(

someone asked me why didnt i send invitation to all. I was like, hello? they arent even closed, when they used to be. prolly i'm too self-centered to care how BUSY they are with their life. So are u saying that i'm not, and they are the only friends? sigh..i dont give a fucking damn anymore. I'm tired to always be the one calling and asking. Forget it. If they cant be bothered, why shld i? I AM pin-pointing someone, but not just one person. I just think if someone else can goddamn arrange or make an effort, i dont see why you cant. For fucking-sake, our life dont just revolve around you. Wake up!

yes. I'm pissed. I'm more than pissed. Initially, i tried to understand, however, sooner or later, you just realised that they dont care. Hence, i care less too. I dont treasure THOSE who take friends only when they NEEDS them. I care those who at least make an effort to call,to ask how their friends are doing, than to ask for something.

To:
Lynnie, prolly you arent the one over-sensitive. Prolly i am too. But i wouldnt care less.

Lishen, my mom asked u to take the wa-sa-bi nuts into camp. HAHAHA...

Von & Cody, thank guys. hope u have fun.

Ade, iloveu.

Serena, pls tk gd care.

tchao

Long awaited post.

2008-06-11T13:46:00.003+08:00

well..aft much naggin for friends, i decided to update some of the stuff gg on in my life.

1. I'm desparate to get married. Wahahahahaha...and i wanted it so much that i'm sourcing for good photgrapher, wedding gowns, locations, etc.

2. For those who didnt know, i'm taking part-time diploma in accounting, on top of my full-time degree in hospitality.

3. I misses all my buddies very much as i'm stuck with routines in my life.

4. I'm going to have a party for my 21st. I'll send the invitation cards.

5. I'm still having the same bf.

6. I'd stop running and growing fat.

blah..i think this will be good enough to sum up everything?
haahaha..

7. I'm going to take my french again!!! YEAH!!!! (Hope my dad will sponsor for this?)

8. I'll might be gg back to Penang for 21st too.

9. I'm gg hols in july(Pattaya and Bangkok) and in oct (Japan).

10. I came back from HK (april)

hahahaha...
tchao

Birthday's Wishlist

2008-08-24T00:53:00.007+08:00

Ha..it's been long i had update.

Well..i have realised that blog is a very good place to remind myself what i need to get or what i intend to do. Haha..so..here it goes..my birthday wishlist for this yr.

1. Super chic trend coat that i can wear everywhere, with almost anything (formal to causal)

2. A pair of super chic boots/Dress-shoes-lookalike heels. (Category will be same as abv) I called them 'THE STATEMENT BOOTS'. Pls tell me where to get those. I'm desperately trying make a different in the office. HAHA! So i'll start with a statement shoes...

OR

Btw, fyi. They are called the Oxford-pumps. I want a 2" or 3".

"Give a woman a pair of heels and she can conquer the world" Bette Midler once said. We couldn’t agree more; leaner legs, stolen height and an instantly seductive strut. But what if, Gok forbid, you can’t walk in your heady high heels? Inspired by Gwyneth Paltrow’s famous recent appearance in 7-inch platforms, and Selfridges reporting a 35% increase in skyscraper-esque…"

(Two thumbs up from me!)

3. One more awesomely hot suit in my wardrobe

4. More dresses (Especially LBD. i just cant live w/o them)

5. Classic carat on my finger.

6. Long lashes (I'm going for eye-lash perming..therefore..this serve as a reminder)

7. French/jap classes

8. Long,shiny,soft,smooth,silky hair (hopefully it will be long by my birthday?)

9. My company to give me a pay rise.

10. My bosses to allow me to take leave.

11. Super nice high-waisted pant to go with my current blazer. (ppl, pls look out for me?) Not in denim as i need to wear to office.

OR

OR

(WE GET YOU, CAROL!!) Haha..

12. Look damn freaking hot like one of those Vic's mod, in suit. (I'm working on it. Minus the daily supply of chocolates.)

OR

13. Chace Crawford

14. Live in France/Italy.

15. Personal quote, "Be there, be bold, be beautiful" (Link to No. 14)
[this is what i mean. Check this out.
http://www.thesartorialist.blogspot.com/ ]

16. Freaking hot comtemporary collage of myself. Like those of GAP's advert. Check out their latest of Liv Tyler,

OR

something like this..

17. A pair of Wellies.
http://www.hunter-boot.com/Default.aspx?pid=1
http://www.funky-wellington-boots.co.uk/wellie-boots.htm

18. Ray ban Aviators/Wayfarers

I'm surprised why i didnt added in that i want a fuller and busty set of boobies?
Alright. i think that's enough. I'm just cant help it. Still i wanna say. i love guys in suit. E.g. below. They looked hot.

I wanna be the freaking-hot-looking siren in the coporate world(thou i'm just an intern). I'm bored with lookin normal everyday. Although i need to be in suit. therefore..i need a style. A 'me' look. Brick red lips are out. Egyptian's eye are totally out, and i have to bun my hair everyday! So..?

BTW, she looks freaking hot. I mean her suit. lol.

Oh well. It's past 1am. going to 2am. Guess i'm daydreaming.

:) :)

2007-07-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

Sketchers Cali Flux

Details:
Tweed skimmer
Round toe
Elastic straps
Contrast trim
Rubber outsole

Upper: 100% fabric
Price : US$35.00 SALE!
*Courtesy of Mr Toh
http://www.piperlime.com/browse/product.do?cid=&pid=523011&vid=1

Roxy Amherst

Details:
Printed canvas slip-on
Cap toe
Logo pin
Canvas insole
Rubber outsole
Hook and loop closure
Upper: 100% canvas
Price : US$34.00 SALE!
http://www.piperlime.com/browse/product.do?cid=4016&pid=526873&scid=526873002

I've never been to me

2007-09-29T11:59:00.001+08:00

Found this song off someone else's blog. I think the lyric is quite meaningful. Enjoy!

Hey lady, You lady
Cursin' at your life
You're a discontented mother
And a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about
The things you never do
But I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you

Ooh, I've been to Georgia and California and
Anywhere I could run
Took the hand of a preacher man and we
Made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces
Because I had to be free
I've been to paradise
But I've never been to me

Please lady, please lady
Don't just walk away
Cause I have this need to tell you
Why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart
That has lived a million lives?

Ooh, I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece
While I sipped champagne on a yacht
I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo
And showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings
And I've seen some things that a woman ain't s'posed to see
I've been to paradise
But I've never been to me

(narrated)
Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie
A fantasy we created about people and places
As we like them to be
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding
And it's that man you fought with this morning
The same one you are gonna make love to tonight
That's truth
That's love

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children
That might have made me complete
But I, I took the sweet life
I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I spent my life exploring
The subtle whoring
That costs too much to be free
Hey lady, I've been to paradise
But I've never been to me, ooh

(I've been to paradise)
Never been to me
(I've been to paradise)
Never been to me

well..eugene is sick. weather have been quite bad lately..what to do?

Picture to share.

And the winning woman goes to....
(Yvonne, me & Ade)

arghh...tmrw gonna run 20k. i think am gonna die. anyone wanna gimme a massage? ;)
tchao

Total bore.

2008-07-14T11:21:00.002+08:00

i missed school. I'm not proud to say to..but ya..i missed school today..i thought is it gonna be in the afternoon 2-5p. well..guess it's too late to go (the clock read 11.23am and sch ends at 12noon.)

anw..was reading grace's blog. pretty cool eh..i think i need a change in my blog. I'm getting sick of the skin. maybe shld change to something simpler.

also..i miss melb. it's been years since i've been there. i wanna go to the beach at GC! and i wanna dress up. nowadays, i've been to slack. :(

anw 2 more days to go.. and here i go..to HOLIDAY!! hahaha..

ciao.

Long nails sucks.

2008-02-16T11:46:00.002+08:00

I hated long nails now. It fucking limited my typing speed. Shit man. But i dont give a damn. I INSIST of having long nails, cause it makes me look feminine. well..hopefully. :)

This below is written to those who IS/ARE pissing me off.
Dear xxx(S),

i have enough of what u've been giving me. Please do not jeopardize the last standing impression i have for u. I wish we still could be friends. I do treasure the friendship we have (well..you will once on my 'BFF' list) but i simply couldnt care more abt whatever fuck you want to do. Thank you.

Warmest,
Carol

P.S the (S) is for more than one.

well well..go to check out on tour package. GG on a hols with my baby.

tchao.

carol is back.

2007-10-20T16:17:00.000+08:00

weee..long wks. it has been sometimes since i blogg-ed. hahahaha..quite busy lately..

school has been great. 2 down, 2 more to go. i'm gonna make sure i'm 70 and abv for this sem. at least..a B?
TTHI- Assignment 1: 70mrks
ITD - Presentation : ??? (grade will be given on this coming mon. i'm soooo excited..am expecting a 70++ ?)

2 more assignments.
TTHI - Assignment 2: Gonna do it this sun aft my race. Rush for proj nxt wk agn.
ITD - Individual reports: i've started for one part, shown Mr Abdul, but have no time to continue the rest. lol.

So...Sem 1 gonna end. HK is coming near, so is Sem 2, so it my bd. i've no idea what to do man. but i've gotten early present. :) ahhaha..i love the present, dearest. (you-know-who)

Just came back from Mac. Rsrv. Quite tiring but fun. Went to trek over at Treetop™. Had lunch w my classmates and my lecturers..hahahaha..

Yst chalet was good. Too bad i didnt have the time to stay over.. :( how i wish seriously. sigh..if nt can play mahj thru the night man. chill!!! Love all my buddies. There's Evon, Cody, Ade, Kel, Soon, Jon, Hester, Shawn, Larry, Ting ting, The Thong's bro, Randy, Jane( i missed u cause i'm walking along the beach w my friend). Did i missed anyone out? Hope not. But love!

Went running over at the stadium for the last training. Yes..speed work. 5x1200m.
i did only 3. my legs are failing me. sigh..how am i suppose to run tmrw? The timing,
Set 1 - 5:50mins
Set 2 - 5:51mins
Set 3 - Did 1 round and i quit cause my calf hurts.
Set 4 - Rest
Set 5 - 5:37mins

Quite bad isnt it? Benson is back! i've kakis agn!!! weeee... love love love!

Gonna call ade. Lurves!
tchao

Reduce 4kg more!

2007-10-05T16:45:00.000+08:00

yst training..shit..i'm getting slower!!
wah lao..my pb (personal best) for Lab. park 800m was 2:44min. However, i'd clocked 3:52min yst!!!!! how can that be!! sigh..i need to rest my legs i think. :(

nothing much today either. Lynn, i warned u. Our school's connection simply sucks. I went to school to waste my 3hrs. They forced us to go, sayin we need to do research, however, there's no connection in the library. WTF! i'm gonna bring this up.

Going to sleep. Doing workout at NTU later. Hopefully i do it well. blah~
i need to lose 4kg by SC. It's hard cause i just polished off a bar of chocolates. lol.

tchao

Running with Sumiko.

2007-10-04T11:53:00.000+08:00

Dear Sumiko Jie jie,
u ran vely fhast yst and i cannot ketchap. i on u for tiz fiv-day workout.

Love,
Carol

(hahahahaah...i dont knw what i'm typing)

my joint hurts. Am gonna do interval later. Gonna makan, then out to teach.
Yao gao, 14th oct. pls think up of a lct to run. At least 15k. ECP?
Lynnie, 14th oct. I'll see u then!

tchao

Diving, Bungee, etc.

2007-10-03T15:45:00.000+08:00

Sigh..alright alright.. i've finally come to my senses. i'm going to take up courses for diving. Wah lao..cant make it man. Everyone so 'gian' to dive. lol. So there's more stuff to add on to my list. lol. SHIT!

Birthday Wishlist:
1. a pair of trainer (shoes)[200-300++?]
2. a pair of racer (shoes) [200-300]
3. Sport bras x 3 [100++] <- i dont mind these for birthday
4. Crumpler Laptop bag (Lime green) [100] <- this one too!
5. LV organiser [???]
6. Shades (Oakley) x 2 [500++]
7. Diving [RM900++] <- i'll try psycho!
8. Fly & Drive [???]
9. France in Feb [3k++]
Total: 5k++

Fuck. it's half of my saving. Maybe i shld voice up my lack of money during CNY. Probably Aunt Nelly and Aunt Ameilia will sponsor my diving trip. hahahahaha..sigh..money money. when will i ever hit my first 10k if i keep spending like that? :(

My co-ordinator came in today. She gave us a survey abt internship. A 5-star hotel in Macau need ppl. I signed it up. But am still lookin for better place to do my internship. i'll have to talk to Aunt Nelly(Jap) & Daniel(NZ) to help.

Going out to teach. Then meeting Sumiko to run.
tchao

Those running feet started running.

2007-10-03T01:44:00.000+08:00

Finally, after 2 mths of slacking, i'm back to running again. wee..kah soon came and joined the club and he said quite nice. lol.
Chairman gave him a welcome speech. How come i didnt get any when i just join the club? :( so unfair.

we went to Labouror Hill to run. i did only 5loops cause i didnt want any of them to wait up for me. quite ps if they do. run back with yean. i realised i always doesnt have the stamina to run back to the club. sigh.. i need to train more.

After that, went to geylang to meet up with those SI buddies, a mini gathering. we ATE alot. did some cam-whoring as well. after which, we went to eat beancurd. damn nice! hahahaha.. went back with sumiko and jane.

Gonna run tmrw over at Marc. Resv. with the whole lots. There's me, Sumiko, Ade, Jane, Von, Cody and probably Shawn too.
I still cant decide to get which pair of shoes. Probably i'll head down to the retail to try first b4 deciding. I need more sport bras too. sigh..i'm goddamn broke. Again. i think i really OVERSPEND last mth.

Thurs - Running
Fri - Workout with Sumiko at NTU
Sat - Mt Faber (if i can wake up)
Sun - ECP (am only doing 25k cause i need to teach at 1130)

Tmrw is Arthur's lesson. Guess i'll have to drag my feet to class again. :(

I cant wait to hang out with lynnie!
tchao

Underground

2007-09-29T01:22:00.000+08:00

i love all the fun i have yst! it's so nice of everyone to sit down. 10 over of us. we'll gather agn ppls! hahahha..am loving it.
however, fun always have to end. We've to go our separate ways, this is life. Life goes on. Memories are us to keep.

Dear SI classmates,
We'd been tgt for 2mths oddish. Whether i love or hate ya, we'd been thru all that craps. I've grown to see us as a big family. We played tgt, eat tgt, screw each other (scold i mean), cheat tgt, and i wish, last but not least, we passed tgt. Yst was the last day most of us will prolly see each other agn but it will not be the last, i promise u. We are coming up with chalet and gatherings soon. Keep in touch and take good care alright?

Specially to Ade,
Babe..we are the hell-wonder of the class. iloveu.

Yvonne,
BFF!!!! u-get-what-i-mean. iloveu2.

Sumiko,
i came to grow fond of u. Despite the fact that i bitched abt u initally.(sorry. :P) hands down to u woman, i'll be cheering u on for any races u are in. let's run tgt sometimes(if u dont mind i'm REALLY slow.) iloveu3.

Fran,
Sista sista! rbm our lil' jokes. ;) iloveu4

Hester,
stop eating! u are tempting all of us. we are still cursing that u doesnt get fat. iloveu5.

Love,
Carol

went out tgt with Ed. sigh..if he is reading this.
my dear, i dont want to be there cause u want me to be there. i want to be there cause u NEED me there. understand?

Serena..no more underground. If i meet him, i'll screw his arse abt the status thingy. Fight for your right girl! (no worries, i say this for fun only.)

lynnie baby, i havent seen u in awhile. imissu.

Derek, i'm here!! hahahahaha..
tchao

Love

2007-09-27T11:11:00.000+08:00

well..i'm not gonna talk BIG abt these, i'm not a saint. i make mistakes too. i'm browsing thru friendster and saw my ex-vball teammate, tracy and wilson. i'd been close to them for a moment. Now they are still tgt. aint that sweet?

another thing, if u arent in love with ur another half, dont lie. Tell them straight. Communication is the key.

There's test today. Blog agn later.
Ta-ta

Fucking awful room.

2007-09-20T10:54:00.000+08:00

my room is fucking awful. and i mean it. fuck fuck fuck! i intended to change the arrangement of the room but the space is so bloody limited and i dont have place to put all my stuff in! i told mommy she shldnt have put the tables in and i got a scolding in return. aft things cool off, she offered her help to arrange the bloody room but i'm too pissed to be bother arranging. fuck it!

sch sucks. tonnes of assignment. sigh..and more reports. essays. it's all about. i need to go shopping! i wanted to! :(

tchao

i dreaded school.

2007-09-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

i mean it. I, Carol Tang, dreaded school. ok..prolly not..it just Arthur Soh's lesson. screw his arse. bringing laptop to school tmrw yet i'm gonna chop the comp. yes..i'm selfish but we pay money for the factilies isnt it? that's what we always say, make full use of it! school is damn cheapo. lol.

i'm so into going for a hols. i think i just need a break. i havent really been out somewhere since i grad. well..what to do.. time and money isnt along my line. hahahahha.. am going HK in Nov. Mommy has had alrd book the tixs. and most prolly i will either go Aussie alone (Melb), or with my current classmates (Fly & Drive) or with Evon. I simply cant wait.. eh..Wilson also wanna go NZ right? :)

Next wk is SI practical and i havent touched it yet. Shit..i need i'll do late night studying agn. Luckily tmrw doesnt have night class for swimming. my stud cancelled the session agn. sigh..money stopped rolling in alrd!

i think i'm gonna change my blog skin. mac™ does provide good template but i'm clueless abt using it. yes Derek, u better stop laughing at me. i'm just nt used to all these ok? u better dont go slp eh. hahahahaaah ;)

am tired but i've lot of sch wrk to do. :( goin bad to do my research.
tchao

Homework.

2007-09-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

I'd never been so keen on my homework for all my life! (except for geography's back in sec sch days..) and i'm actually doing my research once i reached home. gosh..i felt abit stressed up but guess i'm being too anxious. My classmates are darn smart and i mean it. I felt so outta place. sigh..well..at least i felt very comfortable with Serena? ;)

Been doing all those tourism studies that Abdul mentioned this morning. And i knew what is Dark Tourism! hahaha..actually i read it somewhere or it must be the National Geo™ or Discovery™. Anw, there's at least tonnes of tourism industries on earth and tonnes of funny funny ones. Eg. Sacred Travel (Ironically, this is one of the growing NICHE of travel market.) ,Wine tourism and even GAY tourism(yes..u see it right..GAY/LSBT. It's quite popular in Amsterdam apparently. Not to mention France & Germany.) Am still searching for more, taking a break now.

Went to Belmont Rd to teach and i tell you..one of my stud is FREAKING RICH! Today is her first lesson. I went to her house and she has her own swimming pool. (She's a kid btw..ok..re-pharse..her parents are awfully rich.), a driver, 3-4 maids, indoor gym, bathtub in guest toilets, screen proj for tv, what else..but enough said..isnt this too much? well, i'm telling Serena that i dont mind being the mistress of her dad regardless of the age. The mom can practically stay indoor!

Lynnie, i'd called ya but u have been busy isit? i do miss u. Let's hang out soon?

tmrw off..but am going to run. weee!!! i'm addicted to running.. my running feet.
tchao

THOSE straight A's kid.

2007-09-15T12:16:00.000+08:00

School started for just a wk and we are seeing trends of straight A's kid. i mean those who desperately wanna scored gd grades. well..nt that i doesnt wan to, but..i guess there's always a way to wrk things out isnt it? prolly i'm those type who slack. hahahaha.. there's too much competition. tsk tsk..goddamn..it's only first wk of sch!

havent been running these days, getting really bad..sigh..what to do? i'm just too plain busy. i need to go shopping..i've got a list.(yes..u can void the last list.)

1. Sport bra
2. Crumpler Laptop Casing
3. Running Shoes
4. Oakley shades
5. ...( i cant rbm.)

class was fun. i mean with certain ppl but abit stress. hahaha..i feel the stress. i'm gonna crap and out to teach agn. quite slack tday. stud cancelled this morn session cause she had been out late last night. lol. i'm broke.

tchao

Talks

2007-09-14T01:32:00.000+08:00

Talks are just talks. Talks are BULLSHIT.

Dear 'Banana',
i've given thoughts abt this. u are pretty much worthless as u cant even confessed ur feeling. sigh. forget it. i'm nt talking to u.

Warmest,
C.

sch's fine. i love school but it's packed with proj. work is picking up. talked to alot of friends tday. Yao Gao, Shir, Jonathan, Wilson, Derek, George. But i'vent speak to my besties for awhile.. :(

i'm tired of everything. i need a break.

tchao

School.

2007-09-12T00:34:00.000+08:00

Well..ho ho ho..school started and today is the second day. Quite fun actually..i kinda like Mr Abdul's module. very much of geography..my best subj in sec school. finally i've found something i actually like to study. My class are pretty huge..strength is 39..and there's only 4 guys. lol. haahaha..the rest..ok la..quite...'cheena' girls..pardon me for saying that..

Today's lesson is Mr Arthur. wah lao..damn boring! it was like going thru IT lesson. he's actually teaching us how to use Excel™ !!! gosh..well...me, lina, serena, tammy and justin were playing BINGO. hahaha..i'm the BINGO Queen! Serena said she's gonna steal my throne away. Bring it on girl! We gonna celebrate belated birthday for serena tmrw. Sorry babe that i forget ur birthday. i seems to forget everyone's birthday..sigh..too much stuff..

went for the lesson just now. Ade was saying Jonathan is going aft me. she got the feeling..but..he's a young chap. nt my type. Been talking to Wilson just now..miss him..a dear friend of mine.

Going to HK during the Nov break. And prolly will go Aussie end of the yr for hols. Gonna visit yihui, derek and tonnes of buddies! cant wait.. :)

Essays, proj, assignments, work, trainings... life is soo packed..yet so empty. but am getting hang of these.

went and ran mt faber's loop today..did 5 loops(8.4k) in an hr! that's bad.. :( i need more training.

i did indeed miss u ,banana. If not i wldnt call u. How come u doesnt call me anymore? :(

i miss french. :(

Class 95: I Swear
tchao

How to make your eyes look bigger

2007-09-07T12:26:00.000+08:00

Article:
How to make your eyes look bigger
(Those who have small eyes like me, can give it a try.)

1. Trim your eyebrows.
Eyebrows are the window frames to your eyes, which are the windows to your soul. So make sure that they are in good shape. If you have never plucked your eyebrows yourself before, go to a professional. Do NOT do it yourself without experience.

2. Get enough sleep / Reduce eyebags
Puffy eyes are small eyes. Quick tip: Use a tea bag over the eyes to reduce puffiness. And don't drink too much water before you sleep to avoid water retention on the big day.

3. Moisturize
Use a light moisturizer / eye cream as a make up primer to help make up stick on better.

4. Foundation
Apply foundation over the entire face.

5. Neutral base eye colour
Apply a colour that is close to your skin tone on the eye socket to even out the skin tone. This step depends on your eye tone. if your skin tone is great, you could skip this.

6. Cream / Bone / Off White
Apply this on the lower bone of your eyebrows, they are a highlight to open up your eyes.

7. Darker Colour
Apply the chosen darker colour on the eye socket. Blend Blend Blend.

8. Eyeliner
Use a dark colored eyeliner to line your eyes near the eyelashes.

9. Curl lashes
Crimp your eyelashes. I like those electric eye lash crimpers. You could also get them professionally permed.

10. Mascara
Buy a good lash extending mascara and use long brush strokes to fill them in. Do not pump your mascara in and out repeatedly - it introduces air bubbles and clogs up the mascara.

http://www.helium.com/tm/246834/eyebrows-eyebrows-window-frames?ad=424&keyword=Eye%20makeup&creative=1095165872&placement=Google&sflag=0

H&M is coming to SG!! wee..i cant wait! Here's the website: